Complete Amazon Back Catalog - Jamila Jasper | BWWM Romance Author

 

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BWWM Books: Cocky Cowboy | Jamila Jasper

Howdy BWWM Books Lovers, hop in the saddle and let's skedaddle over to Omaha, Nebraska, the Western setting for my upcoming March release, what I expect to be one of my top romance novels of the year: COCKY COWBOY.

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Description: 

This should have been easy.

Hiding out from my ex in Omaha while helping an old woman on her ranch.

One problem…

Her son Kurt O’Connor.

I should have known better than to get involved.

He’s tall, a pillar of muscle, icy blue eyes… and cocky as h*ll! 

He doesn’t just want my body. 

He wants all of me. 

I must resist.

This is a romance novel between a 45 + year old black woman and a hot alpha male! 

If you think you're in for a wild ride... You're 100% right! 

Cocky Cowboy by Jamila Jasper | Romance Novel Excerpt 

 

 

“I’m not a good man. I’ve killed once before and I’ll do it again in a heartbeat.” 

 

I sat, clutching my cup of coffee and staring wide-eyed at Sam O’Connor as she spoke. Her strawberry blonde hair sat in a loose French braid down her back. Her wrinkled face still carried a few scars and her earthy-brown eyes glowed with fierce intensity.  She shook her head.

 

“He said that to me,” she continued, “And he whacked me so hard I had a black eye for weeks.”

 

She chuckled, then gazed off almost wistfully.

 

“The day he died was the best day of my life,” she mused.

 

I drank the rest of my tea and set the mug down on the hand-carved dining table. 

 

“The boys,” she shrugged, “Well the boys missed their father of course. But I didn’t. Billy belonged six feet under. He’s just lucky I wasn’t the one to put him there.”

 

Helen smiled at me and nodded.

 

“Well, I’m so grateful you agreed to have me ma’am,” I said, pushing some of the hair from my blunt haircut behind my big ears that I inherited from my brown-skinned daddy.

 

Sam smiled weakly, “I’m just hoping you can help me. It’s like Billy’s ghost is haunting me, letting me know that I’ll never know peace, even now that he’s gone.”

 

Her eyes narrowed and she exhaled loudly.

 

“Enough about me. Helen tells me you’re a detective?”

 

“I was a detective. I quit and started working freelance five years ago.”

 

“That pays better?”

 

“Yes ma’am,” I replied, “Plus, my ex-husband was a cop. As we drifted apart, it made sense.”

 

“A cop huh? Did he hit you?”

 

Her forwardness surprised me, but it wasn’t a question I hadn’t heard before and it wasn’t a question I was afraid to answer.

 

“Yes ma’am.” 

 

She shook her head, “These men think as soon as they get a little bit of power they can treat women how they want. So long as you’re helping me out, you can stay here as long as you like.”

 

Helen nodded, “It will be a good long while before she’s ready to head back to the East Coast.”

 

I glanced at her and she nodded approvingly. This was the last thing I expected to be doing, hiding out in Omaha, Nebraska from the man I’d thought I would spend the rest of my life with. But in this room of just women, women who had all been through tough times at the hands of men, I didn’t feel alone.

 

Sam smiled, “I got sons about your age. Maybe a bit younger.”

 

“Two of ‘em,” Helen added, “How are the boys?”

 

Sam rolled her eyes, “Helpin’ me out and causin’ me mischief too.”

 

“Do any of them know what’s been going on?”

 

Sam shook her head, “No. If they know any more than I do, they haven’t let on.”

 

“I see.”

 

Helen grinned, pushing a few of her thin frayed dreadlocks out of her face.

 

“Nicki asks a lot of questions,” she said.

 

“It’s how I get closer to the truth.”

 

“We need some of the truth around here,” Sam replied, “Would you like something to eat dear? You’re awfully skinny. No good food out East?”

 

I grinned, “No thanks ma’am, I’m not hungry.”

 

Helen added, “Nicki used to be a vegan.”

 

“A vegan?” Sam raised her eyebrows as if she found the concept ridiculous.

 

“Not anymore,” I replied, “Anemia.”

 

“Well a good bit of meat never killed anybody. Out here, we slaughter all our own.”

 

“You got animals on the ranch?”

 

Sam nodded, “Yes ma’am. We got pigs, horses, cows, chickens… If you expect to stay ‘round here I’ll expect you to help. I’ll go easy on you. I don’t want to scare you off.”

 

“I’m a tough cookie. I can handle more than you think.”

 

“Well good ‘cause as I’m getting older the arthritis in my fingers acts up something crazy.”

 

She spread her fingers wide and then clenched them together in a delicate fist that hid all the bruises and calluses on her palms from decades of hand washing, roping cattle and tending the earth.

 

Helen touched Sam on the knee.

 

“I only got five minutes dear.”

 

Sam smiled, “When you gonna stop being such a rolling stone?”

 

Helen cracked her caramel colored skin into a smile, shaking her dreadlocks out of her face where they’d once again fallen. The silver and turquoise beads on her dreads clinked together, creating music with every movement of her head. 

 

“When life gives me a reason to settle down, I guess.”

 

At fifty, that had yet to happen. Helen lived out of her VW bus, traveling the country selling turquoise jewelry and tarot readings. Given her dreadlocks, her nose ring and her tattoos, she made a convincing fortune teller. I’d never asked her outright if it was all a con, but let’s just say I didn’t believe in her New Age woo-woo.

 

“You takin’ that rickety ole thing back over to Los Angeles?”

 

“Yes I am,” Helen smiled proudly. We all glanced at the VW bus that had taken me to Omaha parked out in the driveway. At some points on the highway, I wasn’t sure Helen was going to get me there in one piece. But now, she was heading out again, leaving me in a strange land with my suitcase of possessions, my modest savings and a house full of strangers.

 

Anything was better than staying in Boston. 

 

“Just make sure you drive safe,” Sam warned.

 

“I always do.” 

 

“And you stay away from that reefer,” Sam chastised.

 

Helen smiled and then winked at her old friend, promising nothing. 

 

“Take care of this one,” Helen told her, indifferent to my presence, “Make sure she don’t go back out there for a good long while.” 

 

Sam nodded, “Yes ma’am.”

 

“I’ll be fine Helen. I’m grown.”

 

Helen snorted, “You grown… I’ve known you since you were a child. You’ll always be Jamie’s little friend.”

 

Helen’s younger brother, now deceased, was the thread that had held us together. An old friendship from my childhood had been what ultimately rescued me from my husband’s mercy. Her rescuing had taken me further west than I’d ever been and further into the country than I was comfortable.

 

“I’d best be off,” Helen said when she was about to leave.

 

Helen had mastered goodbyes in a way I hadn’t. I teared up while hugging her but was sure not to let any tears fall. I was too old for crying. Too old to put up with a man beating me. Too old… That’s what everyone told me.

 

Sam was worse than I was, weeping about how she wasn’t sure she’d ever see Helen again. My guess was she didn’t get many visitors. We walked Helen out to her bus and she put on her Jimi Hendrix, blaring it from her tinny stereo as she pulled off. A dust cloud billowed into the unpaved road and like that her bus chugged off on the road to nowhere… 

 

Sam wiped her hands on her apron.

 

“That woman is something…”

 

“Yeah,” I muttered, “She’s something.”

 

“Braver than I ever was,” Sam continued, “That’s for damn sure.”

 

I didn’t respond to that one.

 

“I s’pose it’s time I give you a tour of the ranch. But I’ll let you get cleaned up and settle in first.”

 

“Thanks ma’am.”

 

“I got you a nice little suite upstairs. I designed it myself for guests. It’s got its own bathroom, own little balcony and everything.”

 

“I’m sure it will be lovely.”

 

“C’mon in then.”

 

Sam held the screen door open as I marched in beside her. Alone on the ranch with her and the sound of tractors outside, my isolation dawned on me. I hadn’t seen anything suspicious or felt any strange nagging at my gut, but even if I had, I’d now committed to spending at least six months out here. We creaked across the floorboards and up the stairs. Sam pointed to the two rooms at the end of the hall.

 

“That’s Kurt’s room and that’s Dierks’. Mine is downstairs. And yours is right through here…”

 

She pushed open the first door on the left which opened into a room far larger than I’d expected. Sam maintained the farmhouse decor, but a few modern touches like an air conditioning unit for the summer months, a memory foam mattress and a large shower made the space familiar. 

 

“It’s lovely,” I acknowledged, eyeing the well-curated decor of hens, roosters and other farm animals. 

 

The white sheets on the bed had tiny little cow patterns on them and the cozy comforter was ivory and real down. Sam opened up the old dresser, showing me where I could put my clothes.

 

“Now I’ll leave you to it for a minute. I’ll be up in twenty.”

 

“Thanks Mrs. O’Connor.”

 

She grimaced, “Please, Sam.”

 

“Sorry Sam.”

 

Her grimace turned into a smile and she walked out of the room, leaving me to my own thoughts for the first time since I’d entered her home. I peered out the window over the flat rolling fields. I’d expected Nebraska to be flat but the cornfields stretched out for miles and miles creating an almost impressive vista. 

 

The fact that I didn’t know a single soul in Nebraska except for Sam O’Connor was a relief to me. I was tired of answering questions about Dominic. I was tired of the judgmental stares or the whispers about the bruises on my arm. The rumors and the lies had chased me out west and now that I was here, I’d have a chance to start over. 

 

I turned over the events of the past month as well as my week long road trip with Helen. I unpacked my clothes in the drawer and hid my jewelry box under the mattress. I hung onto that box with all those memories of Dominic tucked inside, not because I wanted to remember him but because I’d let go of every other part of my identity. I needed something to remind me of who I was, at least who I’d been when I married him.

 

I unpacked and flopped back on the bed, running my hands through my new haircut, wondering where the heck I was going to find someone to do my hair in Omaha. 

 

A shout interrupted my ruminations. 

 

“BULLSHIT KURT AND YOU KNOW IT.”

 

A bass drawl boomed across the open fields. 

 

Kurt. If I remembered correctly, that was one of Sam’s sons. I glided towards the window and pulled the lace curtain aside just an inch so I could peer through the window without detection. No one had mentioned to me that Sam’s sons weren’t too fond of each other.

 

A deeper, quieter voice responded, “Stop making a damn racket. Ma will be out here with her shotgun again.”

 

The voices came into view. Sam’s “boys” were men, younger than me, but still men. From my estimation, they were both in their mid-thirties. They were young, but not young enough to be considered kids.

 

“I DON’T GIVE A DAMN. Y’HEAR THAT?”

 

“Listen, you need to calm down or I’ll sock you in the mouth.”

 

“I’D LIKE TO SEE YOU TRY YOU LYIN’ BASTARD.’”

 

The brown-haired one spat at his blonde brother. The blonde one rushed him and a knock at my door forced me to turn away from the fight which had now gone silent — at least from the second floor.

 

“Are you ready?” 

 

“Come in!”

 

Sam came in with a smile on her face and flour on her starched white apron.

 

“Baking downstairs. C’mon it’s time for me to show you the ranch.”

 

“Yes ma’am.” 

 

I glanced towards the window but I couldn’t make out where her sons had gone. As we walked through the fields, the pens and the barn, I caught no sight of Sam’s sons. But you bet your bottom dollar I still had questions about them.

 

“How old are your sons?”

 

“Kurt’s 35 and Dierks is 32.”

 

Mid-thirties just as I’d guessed.

 

“They work for you?”

 

“Yes ma’am. Kurt works with the horses and he traps furs. Dierks manages the farm hands.”

 

“Do you have many employees?”

 

Sam shook her head, “Not since the first frost. They’ll start up closer to the start of summer. Right now it’s just Jack.”

 

“How long has he been working for you?”

 

“Jack Wilson’s an old friend of Dierks. He’s a mean drunk but he shows up to work on time and he don’t ask for much money.”

 

Sam’s country accent made her more personable to me and she got real comfortable as we moved around the ranch and she explained what my morning duties would be. I listened to her while absorbing every detail of my environment. This was my new home. Most importantly, this was the site of my newest case. Sam had yet to explain what was happening precisely, but I’d gathered from Helen it was something bad and that I’d need to be alert.

 

“I’ll take you through the fields to meet the Brody family.”

 

“Neighbors?”

 

“Uh huh. Bitches too.”

 

I gasped and stifled a chuckle as I heard Sam cuss. She’d given off the impression that she was a good frontierswoman who minded her manners and kept her language polite. 

 

“What makes you say that?” I asked, both bemused and curious. 

 

Maybe one of those despised Brodys was what had been causing the trouble.

 

“When you meet ‘em, you’ll know.”

 

We eased through the cornfields and came to a small house. A man lay on the porch with a hat over his head. It was only when we approached the porch that I noticed this “man” was a woman wearing red lipstick. She was tan with freckles over her nose. Her hair was dyed black and she had a scowl on her pretty face.

 

“Good afternoon Mrs. O’Connor.”

 

“Hi Emma, is your mama home?”

 

If these people didn’t like each other, you couldn’t tell. Not yet at least. They hid their disdain beneath Midwestern politeness and broad smiles. 

 

“I’ll go get ‘er.”

 

Emma hopped to her feed, brushing her hands on her overalls and looking me up and down with a cheeky grin on her face.

 

“What’s her story?”

 

Sam glowered, “She’s a friend. She’ll be staying with me for a while.”

 

Emma snickered.

 

“Her? Out in Omaha? You warned her yet?”

 

I could tell Sam was getting all hot and bothered, but I could handle myself.

 

“I love Nebraska so far.”

 

“Yeah well, it’s a piece of shit.” 

 

Emma opened the door to her house and stepped inside, yelling up to her mother.

 

“MA! OLD SAM IS HERE! SHE’S GOT A BLACK CHICK WITH HER.”

 

I started to understand where Sam was coming from and why she might not have been fond of the Brody family. Stomping down the wooden steps alerted us that Emma’s ma was coming. The woman pushed past her daughter to stand with us on the porch. Emma stood next to her mother, slouching and slinging her hands into her pockets. She had stretched ears, thick Kohl black liner and a few nose and liprings. Not exactly the “cowgirl” you’d expect.

 

“Hi,” Emma’s mother introduced herself, “I’m Nancy.”

 

“Nicki. Pleased to meet you.”

 

Her palm lay limp in mind as I gave her a strong, confident handshake. I pulled my hand away and she wiped hers on her denim.

 

Nancy and her daughter had the same sharp blue eyes, but Nancy’s hair was a wheat blonde color, likely what Emma’s had been too. She dressed in simple jeans and a t-shirt with her blonde hair falling down to the middle of her back in gentle waves. A kerchief wrapped around her head kept her hair from falling into her face.

 

“Sam,” Nancy said, folding her arms, “Are you here to make accusations again?”

 

“No,” Sam replied, “Wanted to show Nicki a friendly face.”

 

Her sneering look told me that Nancy was who Sam really had problems with. The feeling appeared mutual. 

 

Nancy snorted, “What the heck are you doing out here in Omaha? You look like a real urban kind of girl.”

 

The way she said urban made my skin crawl, but I ignored it. I was too grown and experienced in life to let passive prejudice get under my skin.

 

“I’m helping Sam.”

 

“The problems at the ranch,” Sam continued, “She’ll be investigating. She’s a private eye.”

 

Nancy raised her brows and smirked in disbelief.

 

“Her?”

 

“Yes ma’am,” I interjected.

 

Nancy chuckled, “So you think she’ll help you find out who’s haunting the ranch? Well we all know it’s Billy darling.”

 

“Haunting?”

 

I narrowed my eyes. Sam had led me to believe this was a real mystery, not something paranormal. I’m a detective — a shrewd one at that — I believe in what I see right in front of me. I didn’t believe in hauntings of any kind.

 

“Yes,” Nancy continued, “Didn’t Sam tell you.”

 

I looked at Sam with confusion, wondering what was going on and wondering if I’d come out here for no reason.

 

“You and I both know it’s not a haunting,” Sam hissed, “There’s no such thing as ghosts.”

 

“It sure looks like a ghost,” Nancy retorted with a shrug.

 

“And acts like a ghost,” Emma added.

 

Sam’s face reddened and I could tell she needed a way out.

 

“I’m sure you’ll explain the whole thing later,” I offered.

 

Emma chuckled, “Well good luck.”

 

Sam’s face now shifted from red to purple and I thought she was going to smack Emma Brody right in her smug face.

 

Before Sam could say anything else, we heard gunshots. Loud ones.

 

“FUCK. YOU.” 

 

I recognized the voices from Sam’s fighting sons. The gunshots continued and Emma chuckled.

 

“He’s shootin’ at his damned brother again?”

 

Sam’s face went from pale to ghost-white.

 

“Want me to grab my gun and silence ‘em?” Emma asked, gesturing towards the O’Connor house with an imaginary shotgun.

 

“No,” Sam replied, “We’ll be leaving. I’ll deal with the boys myself.”

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“I make the rules around here… And you’ll do well to listen to them.” 

CHUCK

My father’s brown-skinned CFO thinks she’s my boss.

I’ll have her bent over her desk begging for more before she knows what hit her.

If anyone finds out about my intentions with her, I’ll be out on street and shipped off back to London.

But I can keep a secret…

I bet she can too with these come-hither brown eyes that she can’t keep off me.

Nobody says no to Chuck Banks.

It’s only a matter of time before she’s MINE.

IDA

My boss thinks I have nothing better to do than look after his son.

Chuck Banks is the type of guy that put me off dating forever…

He’s arrogant...

Demanding…

Bossy…

And one of the only men on the East Coat who can close a $50 million dollar deal at a 100% success rate.

We need him here.

I’m keeping my distance, but I have a feeling he’s trying his hardest to get closer.

Too close, and the career I’ve worked so hard for will come crumbling around me.

I can’t let this happen.

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CHAPTER ONE

“No can do.”

 

I folded my arms as I listened to Monty’s three-word response to my thirty minute proposal. That was it? I’d spent weeks crafting the perfect list of reasons I needed a raise, and demonstrating how much I added to the Banks & Wiltshire Group.

 

“That’s it?” I responded, aghast.

 

Monty puffed his cigar and coughed, releasing a cloud of tobacco across his desk.

 

“‘Fraid so.”

 

I’d been with the company for over ten years after the merger. I knew Monty as more than just my boss, the CEO, but as a friend. 

 

“Monty… Are you serious right now? I know what the numbers are saying, where’s all that money going?”

 

He shrugged, “Expenses.”

 

Seeing that I wouldn’t budge, he leaned back and offered me a drink.

 

“Whiskey?”

 

“No thanks.”

 

Not only were we at work but it was hours before noon. Monty Banks helped himself, taking his cool time to unscrew the bottle while he poured it into his glass — no ice, no chasers, straight whiskey.

 

“Sit down, Ida.”

 

I sat. He drank.

 

“Listen, I don’t mean to give the impression that we don’t appreciate you here.”

 

“Monty, you know that I’m loyal to you. I’ve always been that way. I just want to move up. I have goals… aspirations…”

 

Monty nodded and waved as he drank more.

 

“Yes, yes, yes,” he replied, “I understand completely.”

 

“If you understand, why won’t you budge?”

 

Monty cleared his throat and drank more.

 

“Hm… Ida, why don’t we make a deal here?”

 

“What kind of deal?” I raised my eyebrows. 

 

“One where you get some money.” 

 

“I’m listening,” I replied. 

 

Money was what I wanted. Why was I the only one at the company who seemed to be struggling? New York was killing me.

 

“Early bonus.”

 

I folded my arms.

 

“That’s it?”

 

Monty sighed, “I’ll increase by $6,000.” 

 

Now we were getting somewhere. The figure was nowhere near as close as I’d asked for. But it was $16,000 that I needed… bad.

 

“I’ll think about it.”

 

“Think about it?”

 

Monty finished his drink. 

 

“Yes,” I held my voice steady, “I’ll think about it.”

 

Satisfied, Monty poured himself a second round.

 

“I have something else to discuss with you.” 

 

He spoke the way white people did when they were about to ask you to do something. He avoided eye contact. Then I knew he was going to ask me to do something I didn’t want to do.

 

“What is it Monty,” I huffed.

 

“Don’t get short with me Ida,” he glared, winking to let me know he wasn’t serious.

 

“Spill. And don’t add more to my plate.”

 

“Heh,” Monty coughed.

 

I waited. He drank some more and then stalled.

 

“Mind if I get another cigar?”

 

“No problem.”

 

I could wait. Playing to Monty’s good side couldn’t hurt my case for a raise. He took his time, clipping the tip of his cigar and then rolling it between his palms before lighting.

 

“Want a puff?”

 

Monty knew I didn’t smoke. So I didn’t respond. He sat across from me and then started talking.

 

“We value your work in the marketing department here at Banks & Wiltshire. The billboard in Times Square project, the Jamaica, Queens community outreach, it’s all been fantastic. I’ve come to trust you Ida… The day you throw in the towel will be the worst day of my life.”

 

He was buttering me up now, and I knew then whatever he planned to ask me was something big.

 

He smoked, drank a little more and I waited, settling into the chair and staring at him. Monty was getting older. At 60, he was still a silver-foxed scamp. His cigar and whiskey before lunch were only the beginnings of his problems.

 

Monty was cursed with being both too smart and too good-looking for his own well-being. I’d like to pretend his charm didn’t work on me, but he was a difficult man to resist.

 

“I want to entrust you with a matter that’s more… personal.”

 

“Personal?”

 

While Monty and I were friends, there were some boundaries that had never been crossed between us. Most “personal” situations fell firmly within that territory. Monty hadn’t told me about the time his wife lived in their beach house for a year because he’d knocked up their maid. I hadn’t told him about my sister’s third DUI. 

 

We kept our dirty laundry out of each other’s view. In the corporate world, the personal is always just out of reach. No matter how personal you pretend to get with your coworkers, when you head home for the night, they usually just become your coworkers.

 

70-hour work weeks were the only thing that stood between me and more distance between my coworkers.

 

“This is a delicate issue Miss Bell, so I’d appreciate your discretion.”

 

Now my interest piqued. I clasped my hands over my knees, hiding the impatient tapping of my legs and fidgeting with my class ring from Columbia. 

 

“You know I can keep a secret, Montgomery.”

 

Monty nodded, “Excellent. You might want to have a drink.”

 

“No thanks,” I urged again.

 

“Hm,” he responded. 

 

Before he could go on, his phone rang. I could hear Pippa’s voice on the other end, loudly asking Monty if he was free to meet a woman who wanted an afternoon appointment. Monty declined, they had another conversation about Monty’s flights to the Maldives, then he hung up.

 

“Where was I?”

 

“Something personal.”

 

“Yes, yes…” he mumbled, coughing gently and filling my face with tobacco smoke again.

 

“This is a special assignment for you Ida. If you can manage this,” Monty paused to chuckle, “I’ll definitely consider a raise.”

 

“What is it?”

 

I was starting to get impatient and what’s worse, bad at hiding it. Monty tapped his cigar, the ash falling gently into his engraved Harvard ash tray.

 

“My son is flying back from London today. He should be arriving at Grand Central before the stock exchange closes.”

 

“Great,” I replied, unsure how this news applied to me.

 

“He’s coming to work here, for Banks & Wiltshire.”

 

“What?”

 

I folded my arms, ignoring Monty’s smirk. 

 

“I need someone responsible to keep an eye on him.”

 

“You are his parent,” I grumbled.

 

Monty chuckled, “Darling, I’m half drunk before twelve o’clock, I can’t have anymore on my plate.”

 

I hated when Monty called me darling, reminding me that no matter how many decades I’d busted my butt to get here, he’d always believe the company was an old boys club.

 

“Which son are you talking about?” I narrowed my eyes.

 

Monty smirked, “Not Santi.”

 

I averted my gaze this time. Monty rarely acknowledged his illegitimate child and I had no interest in pursuing the subject further.

 

“I’m not equipped for this Monty.”

 

“I believe you are, Ida. No one here knows me better than you.”

 

I frowned, and didn’t respond.

 

“Back when you were new ‘round here, maybe we got in each other’s way a few times, but you know how I respect you.”

 

I said nothing, staring him dead in the face, hoping he’d give me a reason not to walk out of his office.

 

He stood up and walked around to me, touching my face.

 

“Ida, darling, I’m asking you a favor.”

 

It had been years since Monty touched my face like that. We’d shared one kiss — one — at my first office party here. Then I found out he was married. With kids. And for weeks, I hadn’t spoken to him. After putting our differences aside, we’d become friends. Close, true friends.

 

But his hand on my face brought me back to all those years ago when I’d been young and foolish. He’d been a charming, older, executive and for a moment, a brief moment, I’d entertained the notion of what life could be like with a man like him. Even as his mistress, you’d be taken care of. A more careless woman would have plunged into an affair.

 

But I believed in love back then, and I still did, and I knew I wouldn’t find it in the bed of a married man. His touch reminded me of what I gave up for a Prince Charming who’d never arrived. 

 

I turned my cheek away from him, considering for a moment that no matter how angry I was with him, bitterness wouldn’t serve me.

 

“Monty,” I replied, “Tell me what you need me to do.”

 

He dropped his hand and smiled, the gentle flirtatiousness he’d used to get his way was exposed as a ploy, but neither of us minded. 

 

He beamed from ear to ear, towering over my seat looking proud of himself before he walked over to his window and cast his gaze over Manhattan.

 

“It’s Charles,” he muttered.

 

“Charles?”

 

Now that was a name I hadn’t heard in a while. I knew all about Monty’s sons. The eldest, Townsend Banks, worked as a freelance party animal and only left East Hampton once a month to come into the city and collect his check from his father. 

 

He was tall, roguish, with long brown hair and brilliant green eyes like his red-headed Scottish mother. Townsend, the lazy son, wouldn’t have been horrible to look after. He was too lazy to get into trouble and no job he’d had ever lasted anyways. I wondered what good his Cornell education had been.

 

Monty’s youngest son, Santiago, had been born from his dalliance with a Guatemalan maid, a beautiful woman who had been lambasted in the media for her affair with the big-name CEO. Monty took the boy in, easily using his multi-million dollar net worth to sway the courts into garnering full-custody.

 

Santiago, ever aware of his humble roots, wouldn’t have been a problem either. He was the only one of Monty’s sons who hadn’t been kicked out of Andover, and would have been a delight. Of course, Buffy would have never allowed him to work here. 

 

When you’re the one who’s been cheated on, you tend to have the final word in those matters.

 

When I realized Montgomery was talking about Charles, I froze. Was he trying to send me to an early grave?

 

He saw my silent worry and met it with a smile.

 

“He’s mellowed since Yale.”

 

“Oh that’s a relief,” I shot back, rolling my eyes.

 

“His time in London has done him good,” Monty continued.

 

Was he trying to convince me that his son was a good person, or was he trying to convince himself?

 

“I want you to keep an eye on him, Ida.”

 

I joined Monty at the window, my arms folded. The city buzzed beneath us as we stood tall and powerful over New York. At that moment, I didn’t feel powerful. Denied a raise, and then given an impossible task. Monty held all the cards and he knew it. There was no way I was going to quit, risk starting over the career I’d spent decades building.

 

He knew me too well and he knew how to play the corporate game instinctively, like any big success did.

 

“What do you mean keep an eye on him?”

 

“I want you to keep him out of trouble.”

 

“What do you think I can do that you can’t?”

 

Monty looked over at me and smirked.

 

“Get through to him.”

 

I snorted.

 

“You’re tough Ida. You’ve got balls. Charles will respect you.”

 

“Wishful thinking,” I muttered.

 

“What did you say?”

 

“Nothing, Monty.”

 

He nodded, “Good. So it’s settled.”

 

He thrust his hands into his pockets after running them through his silvery gray hair. His eyes reddened from the liquor and the tobacco smoke. He let out another cough and then patted his own chest.

 

“Make sure he keeps his nose clean. No public affairs. No drugs. No fights.”

 

“Sounds like a job for a nanny.”

 

“I’m serious, Ida.”

 

“With all due respect Monty, if he’s so much trouble, why is he working here? We’ve both got a lot on our plate and with the Shanghai deal coming up —”

 

“That’s exactly why we need him,” Monty interrupted, “The Shanghai deal.”

 

“Is something wrong?”

 

Monty shook his head, “No. There isn’t. But Charles managed to do something amazing in London. Working with Vanderbilt & Scott he closed every single $50 million deal with a 100% success rate.”

 

“Whoa.”

 

“He’s damn good at mergers.”

 

Damn good? He sounded better than good. We’d been struggling to close our international markets for upwards of two years. We’d used every top negotiator in the world, including those trained by the FBI and military negotiators who’d served in Iraq.

 

“Why hasn’t he come here earlier then?”

 

Monty cleared his throat and scowled.

 

“Personal problems.”

 

From his scowl, I knew he meant that we wouldn’t be discussing these personal problems and they were likely to do with Charles Banks frequent unfavorable media appearances and his run-ins with the law.

 

“This is a lot to ask, Monty.”

 

“I know.”

 

He patted me on the back.

 

“If we pull through, we’ll all be rich.”

 

I folded my arms and raised an eyebrow. Monty was already rich. He’d been born rich, just like his granddaddy and daddy before him. Not every thought needs to be said out loud so I just smiled and stared out over New York with him.

 

“Thanks, Ida.”

 

I left his office, returning to mine with a sense of confusion. I’d walked into Monty’s office intending to get a raise. I’d received no raise, the possibility of an extra bonus and even more work than I already had. I was swamped.

 

As I sat at my desk, Pippa knocked on my door. It should be easy for you to guess why Philippa Wiltshire worked at Banks & Wiltshire. After failing to find a job and spending half a fortune of her four Masters of Fine Arts, I’d been gifted an assistant.

 

Pippa helped, and she was a sweet girl, although not the brightest tool in the shed for one who had attended Barnard, NYU and Columbia.

 

“Sorry to disturb Miss Bell.”

 

“You aren’t disturbing anything, I just got back from my meeting with Monty.”

 

Pippa turned a bright red to match her shock of red hair when I mentioned Monty’s name. Her tortoise shell glasses fogged up and she took them off to clean them on her button down, pulling it out of the corduroy skirt to use the ends.

 

“What did he say?” She asked, squinting at me as she cleaned her glasses. 

 

“Work, work and more work. Now hurry on up with those glasses, ‘cause I’ve got work for you too.”

 

“Yes ma’am,” Pippa replied, hastily replacing her glasses, tangling some of her red hair in the process.

 

“Oh… Before you start,” she muttered, searching for her notebook in her pockets.

 

“It’s on the desk.”

 

She lunged forward and grabbed the notebook, flipping a few pages before she spoke.

 

“Ah yes. Uh… You have a date tonight with Chad Corbett and he called making sure you were still on.”

 

“Cancel it.”

 

“Cancel it?” Pippa asked.

 

Was my dating life that desolate that a cancelled date sent my assistant into a near panic?

 

“Yes Pippa, I meant what I said.”

 

She tucked her shirt back into the corduroy.

 

“Are you sure? He sounded nice on the phone.”

 

I glanced up from my computer at Pippa. Her naive twenty-eight year old mind couldn’t fathom why an unmarried woman over forty would cancel a date. A few more years on the New York dating scene and I was sure she’d start to understand…

 

“Working late tonight, Monty’s orders,” I replied, passing the blame onto work as I usually did.

 

“Yes ma’am.”

 

“Great. Now I need you to head down to HR and pull up everything you can on that new junior copywriter.” 

 

“Yes ma’am.”

 

“Then I want you to call the New Jersey branch and ask them to send over last month’s financial statements.”

 

“Yes ma’am.”

 

“I want some hazelnut coffee in here by 11 — almond milk, no sugar.”

 

“Yes ma’am.”

 

She stood staring blankly for a while. I toyed with remaining silent myself, just to see how long she’d stand there before getting started. I sighed and instead said patiently, “You can move along now Pippa, thank you.”

 

“Yes ma’am.”

 

Pippa the broken record stepped out of my office. I sighed. No more date with Chad, but at least I’d get my raise early. I opened the top drawer to my desk and reached for my emergency bar of chocolate. At my office, that was a necessity and far better for me than Monty’s emergency whiskey, or emergency cigar.

 

I unwrapped the chocolate when I heard a familiar voice calling outside my office.

 

“Is that chocolate?!”

 

Letty. You couldn’t crack open a soda, a chocolate bar, a sandwich, or anything without her ambling over and asking for a piece. The girl was hopeless. Sweet girl, but hopeless. She entered my office and we shared the chocolate together.

 

Letty was the only other black woman in my office and the only listening ear who could appreciate how much I struggled.

 

“How’d it go?”

 

“No can do,” I snorted.

 

“Are you serious?”

 

I nodded.

 

Letty shook her head.

 

“These white folks… Something’s gotta give.”

 

“I need to stand up for myself,” I replied, “And get out of here.”

 

“Amen to that.”

 

I wondered why I was the only executive in the office who seemed to be struggling to hold it all together. Despite outranking Letty in the corporate structure, she was the only one I could relate to about wanting more for my money.

 

New York ain’t cheap, and it ain’t getting any cheaper. I had to find a way out of this mess and a way to show Monty that I deserved more pay. I just had to. 

 

My phone buzzed.

 

“Whose that?”

 

“Chad,” I grumbled, glancing at my phone and ignoring it.

 

“Sexy Chad?”

 

I glared, “Just Chad.”

 

“What’s up with him?”

 

“Cancelled our date,” I grumbled.

 

Letty raised her eyebrows and cast a shady side-eye in my direction.

 

“Okay girl, you do you.”

 

Her message was clear: She thought I was just as crazy as Pippa did. 

 

Could a woman catch a break around here?

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GINA

Ryan’s been my best friend since 7th grade.

Nothing has happened between us.

Nothing can ever happen between us.

His family runs the local Italian mafia

I know he’s done things he isn’t proud of.

His rough life isn’t for me…

I prefer “playing it safe”.

RYAN

Gina’s like a sister to me.

Lately, she’s been getting protective.

I’m done wondering “what if” about us.

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“She sounds like a psycho.”

 

I couldn’t help being honest with him. Ryan chuckled.

 

“She’s not a psycho,” he responded.

 

I leaned back in my chair, pulling the blankets up to my neck. The cold front blowing across the Eastern seaboard was no match for my parents heating system.

 

“OK,” I gave him a little wiggle room, “Tell me the story again.”

 

“We went out for a date at Dino’s, then we went back to my car… we… you know…”

 

“Had sex?” I filled in.

 

“Yeah we had sex,” Ry chuckled, “You don’t have to say it like its an accusation.”

 

I rolled my eyes. The last thing I wanted to think about was Ryan Maggio having sex. Ew.

 

“Go on,” I prodded him.

 

“Then she told me she loved me.”

 

“And that’s a perfectly normal response to you?”

 

He shrugged, “I’ve never had any complaints.”

 

“Enough!” I shrilled.

 

Ryan chuckled then kept on with his story.

 

“She showed up at my house the next day and was like all into it saying she loved me and she wanted us to get married. I dunno, it’s a little fast but she’s cute and I think she’s just one of those intense girls.”

 

“Intensely crazy…” I grumbled.

 

“She has issues okay,” Ryan defended her, frustrating me even more, “She called me the other day all drunk and confused to pick her up… I can’t just leave her.”

 

“Ryan,” I huffed, “Listen to yourself. You’ve only been on dates with her. And if I recall correctly, you found her two blocks down from your place. She barely seemed drunk. Read the signs!”

 

I could tell Ryan was boiling on the other end of the line. 

 

“You don’t know everything,” he huffed.

 

“I don’t,” I replied calmly, “But I know a crazy ass basket case when I see one.”

 

Ryan replied gruffly, “Some women are just intense. Not every girl’s all cold and restrained like you Gina.”

 

I stood up.

 

“How. Dare. You.”

 

Ryan and I never fought. Ever since he’d started seeing Kate, that had changed. Two dates had been all it took for him to fall under her spell. I could spot a woman like her a mile away. She uses pity to get her way, all the while playing men around her like a fiddle.

 

I blew up at him. Perhaps the living room wasn’t the best setting for the conversation because my parents eyed me with concern as I imagined Ryan’s were on the other end of the line. (I’d heard his mom Nicki shush his father at an alarming volume earlier.) 

 

“You know what Ryan, I don’t have to help you. You can keep dating batshit crazy girls and when they ruin you, you’ll have only yourself to blame.”

 

“Bit harsh Gina.”

 

“No, it’s not harsh. You need to pull yourself together Ry! I’ve known you for decades and you keep chasing after all the wrong girls. I’m getting tired of it.”

 

“As I said,” Ryan’s voice grew cold, “Not all of us can be emotionless like you.”

 

“I have to go,” I huffed.

 

“Yeah?” He replied, “So do I. I’m going to call Kate.”

 

“You do that. But when she gets your ass into trouble, don’t say I didn’t warn you.”

 

I pulled my smartphone away from my ear and slammed on the red “end call” button.

 

“Ugh!” I huffed.

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I returned to America after six months in Switzerland.

Axel came with me, and met my mama for the first time. When she saw him, she nearly dropped her glass. She hadn’t expected him to be as tall as he was. With his extra time on the slopes, Axel had grown even more muscular so next to my petite, plump mother, he was a giant.

She smiled and wrapped him in a big hug when she saw him and welcomed him to the family. As I expected, my sister, India, and her husband were over to check out “Dream’s new man”. My other sister, Lou-Ann, was just as curious, but since her divorce she had a pessimistic view of all relationships, my new one included.  

I’d given few details about Axel over the phone and I think my family was surprised I’d ended up with someone who looked like he graced the covers of fashion magazines, but still had an outdoorsman’s strength to him.

Lou-Ann grilled Axel the hardest. She wanted to know everything about his background, especially when it came to women. Given the events at Voss, the subject was difficult for both of us. 

Axel’s English had improved, but was still peppered with French words and a thick Swiss accent. With patience, my family understood him and they were quite excited about the possibility of taking a trip to Switzerland to learn French and see Axel’s home.

My mama was set at ease when she heard that Axel already owned his own home. My success as an author meant she wanted to make sure he could “handle business” — which he could.

December, after our first meeting at Voss, my family came to Switzerland, staying at our house and another cottage in the village. They arrived on the twenty-third and greeted Axel with more warmth and excitement than their first meeting. Axel in turn was more comfortable with my mama, Chloe and Lou-Ann.

We spoke English at home often, so he’d grown near fluent in it. I was slower to pick up on the French, but I’d learned enough to befriend a few women around town who were most fascinated by an American woman, especially one who was “famous”.

On Christmas Eve, our home came alive. Lou-Ann had met a man from the village who she’d promptly invited to our family dinner much to my mama and Chloe’s disapproval. He was a strapping, young man — a little too young for Lou-Ann — but I didn’t mind more folks coming over to our dinner.

My mama and I worked all day in the kitchen preparing roast turkey, baked macaroni and cheese, coleslaw, potato salad, homemade cranberry sauce, and a vegetable casserole. Axel grilled venison steak strips to add to the meal from a hunt he’d completed before my family’s arrival.

Axel’s family wasn’t big on Christmas, but his cousin from Germany, a roguish brown-haired man named Paul who looked like Axel, and his sister showed up. Axel’s sister, Thèrèse was quiet and stoic like he was, but far more petite. She had large blue eyes like his and chestnut hair which she wore cut short. I’d worried about bigotry from Axel’s family, though I’d never confessed to him, but was met with none.

As I’d taken an interest in Switzerland and France, his family took an interest in me. Axel’s sister brought expensive red wine from her winery for the dinner as well as a bar of chocolate. Before we sat down to dinner, Axel’s surprise guests arrived at the door.

I rushed to open it, flour on my nose and my apron cinched around my waist. 

“Joyeux Noel!” the two voices of the detectives erupted into a melodious greeting.

Luc and Leon had just returned from a vacation in Marrakesh after their promotion at the local station. I’d no clue they’d returned, but Axel had arranged for them to join us for Christmas. I hadn’t seen them in ages and I greeted each one with two kisses on the cheek.

We sat for dinner and ate. Throughout dinner, I noticed Axel was quiet. He responded to my sisters’ questions slowly, as if he weren’t confident in the answers to them. Luc and Leon, thrilled by the opportunity to practice their English, took control of the conversation, regaling my family with tales of their police work.

Luc and Leon couldn’t have a conversation without mentioning my latest release, a mystery novel featuring my leading lady Anette, set in the wintery mountains of the Alps. They were beyond flattered not only by the novel’s success but by the two detective characters, Hugo and Oscar.

After dinner, I led all the guests into our cozy living room where Chloe oohed and ahed over the handmade furniture. Leon helped my serve glasses of spiked eggnog and roasted chestnuts to my guests. After I’d served everyone, I noticed Axel was nowhere to be found.

“Leon, have you seen Axel?”

“Non,” he replied.

I narrowed my eyes.

“You sound like you’re keeping something from me.”

“Non, non, non,” Leon assured me, “I will fetch him for you.”

I served another round of drinks and as I stood in the middle of the room translating the word “Boyfriend” to French for Lou-Ann, Axel entered the room. He had a purposeful look about him. He cleared his throat.

“Ahem.”

The chatter didn’t silence immediately so Leon tapped the side of his tumbler three times with the dull end of a knife. Silence fell upon the room.

“I ‘ave something to ask Dream.”

Everyone’s eyes locked onto Axel. I’d seen him imprisoned and cool as a cucumber. As he stood before my family, I thought he would faint. 

He cleared his throat and approached me, clasping my hands together and pressing his lips to them.

Then, Axel dropped to one knee and reached into his pocket. As he tilted his head up towards me, his long hair which had turned more reddish in the sun, swept out of his face. His sky blue eyes gazed at me and he pulled a tiny emerald green box out of his pocket.

I recognized the box immediately from a local jeweler in town. On evenings, when we’d discussed getting married, Axel had often taken me into the shop to look at rings. I’d never imagined he would pull one out so soon.

I gasped.

“Do not cry yet, Dream,” he began, anticipating my tears of joy.

“You ‘ave changed my life so much since I ‘ave met you. You ‘ave taught me the power of loving a woman, of trusting a woman and what it means to care for someone. Meeting you at Voss was luck. The past year we ‘ave spent together was more. I want this to be my forever.”

He paused and gathered the strength to ask me the question that would change our lives forever in front of my friends and family.

“Dream Williams, will you marry me?”

I squealed and nodded, telling him that yes I would. He took my hand, which was trembling from nerves and excitement, and slipped the ring onto my finger. My family cheered, along with Luc and Leon who clinked their tumblers and initiated a toast.

This was really happening. 

Our Christmas Eve dinner went on until late. Christmas Day, we prepared to do the whole thing all over again. This time, Thèrèse helped, peeling carrots and chopping onions as my mama and I cooked again. Lou-Ann made the baked macaroni pie. Chloe cooked up a sweet potato pie for dessert. 

Swiss man in the family or not, my family had their African-American way of doing things which wasn’t about to change. The engagement served to soften Thèrèse’s  attitude towards me and she spoke with me in gentle French as we cooked. Her English was worse than her brother’s and difficult to understand but she tried her best to give my family soft smiles.

Towards the end of Christmas Day, she was laughing with my sister Lou-Ann in the corner and it was as if they were sisters already. 

Our home didn’t quiet down until Boxing Day. My family was in the country until the New Year but we all agreed that we needed one day to settle down and unwind from the festivities. 

I awoke on that morning, untying my silk scarf and admiring the ring on my finger that I’d yet to remove. The white gold band hugged my tawny finger. The three diamonds in the center were each large and glimmered brilliantly in the early morning light bleeding through the window. 

I choked back tears again. Axel had surprised me with the best Christmas gift I could imagine. From the moment I’d met him, he’d shown me all he could do for me and all he was willing to do. The moment I’d trusted him, my world had been changed and I knew a world where men cared for you rather than hurt you. The dating game I’d experienced across the Atlantic seemed so distant. 

I made a small pot of strong Swiss coffee that Luc and Leon had left behind and brought two mugs up to bed. Axel slept a little while longer, while I wrote. When he woke up, he sleepily muttered “Bonjour” and I knew not to trouble him until he downed the coffee. 

I heard him set the mug down forcefully on the side table.

“Bonjour,” I greeted him, walking over to the bed and kissing him on the cheek, then the lips.

“Good morning,” he muttered, “My future wife.”

We both smiled at that. He kissed me then drew my figure into bed on top of him. I squealed as I toppled over and lay on top of my fiancé. I straddled him and kissed him over and over again as his palms traced the outline of my hips and landed on my buttocks.

“Christmas was amazing,” he said, “I cannot wait to spend many more with you.”

“Moi aussi,” I replied, kissing him again.

Axel kissed me deep, pressing his tongue into my mouth and then flipping me over so I lay on my back.

“I must ‘ave you for breakfast,” he growled as he kissed my neck.

“So early?” I giggled as his stubble tickled my chest.

“Yes,” he whispered, “Now.

I had no desire to push him off of me. He slipped my nightgown up over my hips and revealed my black silk panties that clung tight to my hips and voluptuous thighs. 

He slipped the panties over my hips, pressing kisses to my soft stomach as he removed them.

“Do they know yet?” he whispered.

“No,” I shook my head, “Not yet.”

He pressed his lips to mines again, brushing the hair out of my face.

“Will you tell them before they leave?”

“I don’t want to talk about this right now.”

His hardness pressed into my leg and I couldn’t bear the thought of discussing anything else.

“Impatient?” he teased.

His cock twitched against my leg and my wetness throbbed in anticipation.

“Very,” I whispered. 

“Bon,” he murmured, kissing my neck, “Then you shall wait.”

I wriggled beneath him playfully, enticing him to remove his hardness from his boxers and enter me.

“Non,” he replied firmly, “You won’t tempt me.”

I reached my hand down and grabbed his cock through his flannel pajamas. Axel grinned and kept kissing me, unbothered by my teasing. 

“Patience.”

He lifted my nighty up and kissed my stomach all the way down to my exposed mound. He pried my lips apart and pressed his tongue between them, rolling it around my hardened clit. I gasped as he plunged into my wetness. Each sliding motion of his tongue sent surges of electric pleasure emanating from my core.

“Yes…” I whimpered.

He lapped at my wetness more, pushing my thighs into the bed when I wriggled too much. He kept my pussy lips open and nibbled along the outsides while sliding his hot wet tongue between them. I bucked my hips each time his muscle flicked past my clit. I grabbed onto a tuft of his hair and ground my hips into his face.

Axel ate my pussy more passionately with his tongue pressed between my thighs. I climaxed, long and hard, squirting all over his lips. He licked all my juices up and planted a kiss on my stomach before taking his hardness and sliding it into me.

I cried out as his large cock entered me with one swift motion. We’d made love often, but I still gasped each time I felt him sliding between my thighs. He braced himself on the bed and groaned as my wetness gripped him tight and hot. 

“You’re so wet,” he growled as he began to pump into me ferociously.

I wrapped my legs around his back, driving his buttocks deeper inside me with my heels as he pounded into me. I moaned and grabbed onto his back, bucking my hips up to meet his every thrust. Within a few moments, I’d erupted again.

Axel kissed my lips.

“Je t’aime,” he whispered.

“Je t’aime,” he whispered again before driving his tongue between my lips.

I cried out as he thrust into me slow and deep this time. He took his time to deliver slow, loving strokes that hit the back walls of my wetness causing me to cry out in a mixture of pleasure and pain.

“Oui…” he grunted, driving into me hard. 

I cried out, exploding in another climax. Our sheets tangled around us. The bed beneath us was covered in sweat. 

“I am not finished,” Axel grunted.

He rolled me onto my stomach and spread my legs far apart as I lay pressed into the bed. He stuck his fingers into my wetness and pulled them out drooling with my juices. After tasting my sex on his fingers, he thrust his entire length into me from behind, creating a loud slapping noise as his body slammed against my buttocks.

I moaned loud this time and he landed a louder smack on my ass as he started to plunge into me. From this angle, I went crazy. He hit my wetness in the right way, stimulating every inch of my body and forcing me into overwhelming euphoria.

“OHHH,” he groaned.

I moaned with him, arching my back so my buttocks allowed him greater access to my wetness. He spread my cheeks apart and slammed into my tight hole again. I climaxed around him, squirting more juices around his cock until they dripped down onto the bed. 

Axel couldn’t restrain himself much longer. His body tensed as he came close to an eruption.

“Cum for me baby,” I whimpered.

“Oui…” he grunted.

He groaned loud as he erupted inside me. His lust muscle twitched as his thick sticky liquid erupted from it, coating my walls in a mixture of our juices. When he removed himself from me we both shuddered from the pleasure of it and rolled onto our backs, gasping for breath.

We caught our breath and Axel immediately began, “We must tell them.”

“Why can’t we wait until after the wedding?”

Axel chuckled, “Because they’ll already be born.”

A lump formed in my throat. 

“I might be able to keep it from them,” I offered weakly.

Axel chuckled and kissed my cheek.

“You mustn’t worry,” he told me, “They will be happy for you.”

I nodded, “I know. I’m having trouble admitting it to myself.”

“Oui,” he nodded, “You are not too far along.”

“I’ll start to show soon,” I replied.

“Oui,” he murmured, “Our little boy and girl.”

He gazed up at me lovingly. 

“They will ‘ave your eyes.”

I chuckled, “And your chestnut hair, maybe?”

“Non,” he muttered, “Noir…Belle et noir…”

I smiled and kissed him back.

He touched my stomach.

“Names?” He asked.

“I’ve been thinking.”

“So ‘ave I,” he replied. 

He pressed his ear to my stomach, though I didn’t think he could hear anything.

“Deux. Two little babies.”

He kissed my stomach again and looked at me, craving the answer to his question.

“I like the letter ‘M’.”

“Oui.”

“I was thinking something like Meghan,” I confessed.

He nodded, “Oui.”

“That’s it?”

“I love the name!”

“For the boy?” he asked.

“Say your name!” 

Axel pondered for a while.

“Marques,” he replied, “It’s a strong French name.”

“I like it.”

He seemed surprised.

“You wouldn’t prefer something en anglais?

“Non,” I replied, “Our babies will be French and American, won’t they.”

“Oui,” he replied.

“Then their names should reflect that.” 

“Oui,” he replied, “As long as they look like their mother… I ‘ave no problem.”

He kissed me again and brushed the hair out of my face. The sunrise had now entered the room full force. 

We spent the morning in each other’s arms as I agreed to tell my family that I was pregnant with twins when they returned to our home for New Year’s Eve. Snow fell at noon and we had no reason to leave our petite Swiss cottage for the rest of the day.

Axel put on his Christmas records, a mixture of Celine Dion and Nat King Cole. We danced around the house together, holding each other and kissing each other as we ended one chapter of our life and began another.

I was no longer only going to be Dream the writer, but Dream the wife and mother. Axel and I had defied the obstacles that could have kept us apart and we’d started a humble life in Switzerland. The luxury of Voss was something I’d always remember, but in the spirit of Christmas, I’d gained a new appreciation for the simple pleasures of life.

I had my simple Swiss cottage, my success as an author, and I’d soon begin the simple life as a mother with a family of my own. My dreams had unfolded all around me with “patience” as Axel liked to remind me. 

I remembered Bunny’s claim that the Alps were another world from the one she’d known. That was one thing she’d said that had proved accurate. I remembered the grief in her eyes, that came from her loveless marriage. A little love would have gone a long way for her.

I wondered for another moment what her life would be like since her husband had been locked up. Her sentence had been lenient. She’d be out of jail by New Year’s, I’d heard from Luc.

Axel kissing my neck distracted me from my musing’s about Bunny. In a way, she’d brought me closer to Axel, forcing us to prove our feelings for each other early in our relationship. It’s odd that what’s meant to drive lovers apart often drives them together.

But for that twist of fate, I was grateful. 

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE. 

DREAM & JAMILA

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